not this cute anymore!
My husband was playing volleyball late last night and just as I was about to fall asleep, Zack woke up. This is pretty unusual because Zack is a solid sleeper...always has been. But last night it seemed as though he was having nightmare. So I brought him back to bed with me and we laid next to each other without any movement or sound. We were both awake, looking at each other and it was such an incredible moment. As I was holding his hands and laying next to tiny body, I could feel his enormous Spirit. It was just a quiet moment, where I felt like what I am doing (as a mother) is so much more important than I even realize. He can only say a handful of words, yet this little guy has so much to look forward to... so much to accomplish in his life. And as his mom, I have a huge responsibility (and privilege) to teach him and love him and help him to become who he was destined to become. He is not a child, but a man, probably wiser and more mature than I am. And even though he seems so little right now, what he will accomplish and who he will become is greater than I can even comprehend. What a blessing it is to watch our children grow and develop. Today I am grateful to be a mother.
Friday, October 5, 2007
a quiet moment
My husband was playing volleyball late last night and just as I was about to fall asleep, Zack woke up. This is pretty unusual because Zack is a solid sleeper...always has been. But last night it seemed as though he was having nightmare. So I brought him back to bed with me and we laid next to each other without any movement or sound. We were both awake, looking at each other and it was such an incredible moment. As I was holding his hands and laying next to tiny body, I could feel his enormous Spirit. It was just a quiet moment, where I felt like what I am doing (as a mother) is so much more important than I even realize. He can only say a handful of words, yet this little guy has so much to look forward to... so much to accomplish in his life. And as his mom, I have a huge responsibility (and privilege) to teach him and love him and help him to become who he was destined to become. He is not a child, but a man, probably wiser and more mature than I am. And even though he seems so little right now, what he will accomplish and who he will become is greater than I can even comprehend. What a blessing it is to watch our children grow and develop. Today I am grateful to be a mother.
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I seriously think that God gives us moments like this to keep us sane. It can get so crazy during the day (as I'm sure you know) and I know I tend to get a little frustrated towards the end. Last night I was so tired and Parker kept getting out of his bed, so I yelled at him and told him if he didn't stay in his bed that I was going to lock him in his room. Next thing I know he laid his head on my lap and said, "It's okay mommy. I will try to be good so you don't get mad". I felt like a jerk. So thanks for sharing Janet. Being a mom is the greatest!
Today I didn't want to face the day, Miriam came and sat beside me in bed and said, "What's the matter mom? Come on don't be sad!"
It amazes me how tender they can be?
Janet,
Don't those moments make it all worth while? I love your blog!!
Valerie
I love that. I love that we get to be moms to these spirits. I've had a few moments like that come up out of nowhere with Max and it's the most amazing feeling. What an incredible plan Heavenly Father came up with. I feel so lucky to be part of that and now to think about this little one who will be joining us...
Thanks Janet. You said it perfectly.
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